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Lost diamonds

I would like to share with you a story about one of my best friend. I will call him Jacint.  After Jacint read a book she started to observe her life, search the root causes of her life situations on conscious level.  She started self-awareness. When we met first I had built huge walls around me, I wasn’t open to people, I barely left my home. Jacint told stories about herself, about her recognitions about the way how she saw the life. Despite my will I listened to her and I realized later that I felt better all the time after our conversations. She showed me how to look the bright side of the life.  Finally I started the Divine Self-Awareness training with her faith, love and support. The walls started to fall down at this time.  Our shadow-personalities were recognized and let go by the soul of alchemy day by day, week by week and month by month.
Jacint’s ego resisted stronger and stronger as she recognized her shadow-personalities and her games. Her ego built a gate to stop her in self-awareness. She tried to solve her problems with different solutions.
I was going on my way with the method of Divine Self-Awareness. I told my stories to Jacint, I shared my deep feelings with her, she could see my changes and she also could enjoy all my developments and joys with a pure heart. She loved when I cried; she loved it if I laughed. She loved if she could strengthen the faith in me.  She asked me not to be influenced by her, by not taking the way of self-awareness. She always was thankful for the trust when I shared my meditations with her. She refused to use the energy which comes from connection the golden string and magenta in our Wild-Self. She solved her life situations and problems with other way, as she did in the past.
Time passed. She had a new role and she felt something went wrong, she had headache, she didn’t feel good. I asked her to look at the root cause of this in meditation. Her Ego even didn’t want to hear about the golden- magenta method. After months her Higher-Self helped her. She followed her feeling: finally she did a meditation listening you tube and her real way was shown to her in pictures, in feelings by her Higher-Self. I was very happy about it.
I supported her with my unconditional love, with my faith and with the feeling came from my meditations. We talked a lot what helped our self-development mutually. We didn’t play any energy game; we didn’t want to solve each other’s problem. During our conversations our vibration levels were raised and we charged each other with energy.
I already knew that real solutions can be reached only by my Higher-Self on deep consciousness.
I am blessed, grateful and thankful for the moment when Jacint’s Higher-Self opened the golden-magenta for her and her shadow-personalities were transformed to light and faith by alchemy of the soul. She was surprised the way how she could put down the sorrow of the past, and the new energy passed through her body as a result of facing Ego treated by alchemy of the soul. Next days I shared with her my meditations which were about the topics of “Blessing” and “Sanctity of life”. One day later she got the message of “Penance” in her meditation. I realized through her feelings how much I hurt everyone who loved and love me. I also felt how much disappointment I caused them.  Thanks to her I could experience in meditation the real feeling of “Penance” with the method of Divine Self-Awareness. Deep down in my Soul I felt there wasn’t any subordination, we are all one and we can experience true feelings in meditation. If we believe in ourselves and in each other with unconditional love, we could find the lost diamonds.
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